Do you ever get so mad that you just want to give up?
Does a thought morph inside your brain and turn into a feeling so much more intense than it should be?
Do you let God handle it or do you forget that you need him every single day and every moment of your day?
When talking about that feeling seems absolutely ridiculous because it means so much more to you than to anyone else, do you run and hide or confront it without trying to yell and scream in frustration and pain?
In the midst of it all do you let that self pity consume you or do you fall to Jesus?
Do you know that you can say to him, 'here you go, this trouble is yours, I give it all to you.'?
Why does our sin nature wire us so that our first thoughts are not always that?
When the path is narrow and dangerously winding how come you forget that not so long ago it was a perfect country road and you had somehow wished it to have more than just a straight away?
Does letting go and forgiving make it right if only you deal with it?
How come sharing that burden is more of a burden itself?
The answer is always Jesus. ALWAYS. He is the Way, the Truth and the Light.
It is very hard to give things over to God, but once we do; it is so powerful. Forgiveness even one sided forgiveness is such a beautiful thing.
ReplyDeleteI say clear out all the dark, sad, old hurt and exchange it for Grace.
Love is so much greater than pain that causes/turns into hate.
Remember you are Loved. By the One who means the most!
praying for you my friend...that you are able to give what you need to give to GOD, let Him carry your load...
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